the shady attempts of a southpaw to knit. or in other words, how to reverse decreases and knit right handed continental.

1.3.06

one who cares for me

i am settling into what is ahead... i am trying to search less and be found more and remembering that regardless (or irregardless) of what comes, there is One who cares for me. there is an Eisley song on my myspace titled head against the sky and there is a line that says "there is one who cares for me today" i am trying to learn to trust. Lord, help me let go of all the things i hold onto. help me know you. when i cannot see your hands moving, help me look at your face....

i don't know that everything in our future will work out the way i planned... in fact i should plan for it to be completely different. but i know i know i know i know that there is One who cares for me. even when i am confused and searching and lost and doubting. He will direct my steps and even if all forsake me, He will remain. Though He slay me, yet will i trust Him. i feel sometimes as if i have been laying on an altar for nearly 7 years.

He will kill me, and i will arise in Him. Lord, let these things die that need to die. let me be purified. let me live the name you gave me. Pure.

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